Help!

I'm already starting to chicken out and it's only 2:45 in the afternoon!

Wah.. why am I such a tool?

I need my morning/overtired/pissy anger to carry me through until her next bedtime, but unfortunetly she's been awesome today and now I feel bad for her. I don't want her laying in bed thinking I'm an a-hole. Pray she sleeps through on her own, would ya? I don't think I have it in me to let her cry.